starting anew

wish im her

2010-12-18T05:34:00.000-08:00

I dont know why.
but this song makes me feel like crying ):

emotion upheavals
im afraid that im starting to regret.

or are you the problem?
or is these all but my excuses?

shooting stars?

2010-11-26T08:42:00.000-08:00

OMG
Christmas's coming!
sososo
FAST LOL
hahahaha

lotsa pretty lightings up already!:D

hahhahh
look at this DOG!!!
saw this at town LOL
(YES IT'S REAL)

AWESOME.

end of PW

2010-11-15T05:14:00.000-08:00

OMGOMGOMG
It's finally the end of PW.
:D
Been waiting for this day LOL.

Dear year 5s to be,
please enjoy while you can now.
cas PW sucks big time. seriously.

awesome day today :D
woke up really early to go hand in gpp.
then, went home to SLEEP.
TOO TIRED.
then watched R.E.D with PWmates :D
another awesome show lol!
retired, extremely dangerous.
this show has everyth to do w our pw project luh!
it should have came out earlier so i can talk about it!!! ><
it would have made pw so much more interesting!

ohwells, pw's overrrr.

ISLAND CREAMERY :D
mango sorbet
reversO
cookies & cream

(L)

due date

2010-11-13T19:11:00.000-08:00

Flea Fly:D
didn't get anything at the flea this time.
IT'S FREAKING SQUEEZYYY ):

went plaza sing after that
(L) CHIPPY :D
mars balls freaking awesomeeee
really heaty though.

Due date!
hahahah it's was hilarious!
hmmmmm
ziyi!
we should have watched it luh!
the trailer really very bad meh? O_o

LEMON.
:p

lovelovelove

2010-11-11T22:16:00.000-08:00

LOVELOVELOVE, FT ISLAND :D

Love this song lol! Keep getting stuck on my head xD

hmmmm
FINALLY.
it's really the holidays now!

ooh, had supper w seowrong and eric ytd night at boonlay market!
saw mr chua LOL.
yes our vp!
he totally dont look like a vp there luh. laughs.
andand saw jillian :D
so qiao LOL.

im surprised that my papa didnt nag at me when i reach home.
watched tennis together!
OMG DJOKOVIC LOST TO A NOBODY XD
happy to the max luh.
dont like him.

hahah gonna meet ziyi, alfred and jionghan later.
thought i would be a good girl and stay at home today.
couldn't resist the temptations of going out in the end
(N)

baby,
i'm never gonna say goodbye to you :D
(L)

TAKE THAT!

2010-11-11T03:54:00.000-08:00

AGEIST NO MORE BABY!
:D:D:D

PW IS ALMOST OUT OF MY LIFE
the last 50m left.
AND I AM NOT GONNA CARE ABOUT IT ANYMORE.

today's EPIC.
after tennis training, took train home from yewtee.
GUESS WHAT.
took the wrong train from JE
and i ended up in CLEMENTI.

this just means that I'm fated to drink KOI xD
ICECREAM TEA
<3

Bused home instead w :D
and im gonna have supper at boonlay laterrrr!

I JUST WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY

Bridgebuilders

2010-11-10T05:03:00.000-08:00

the day i've been waiting for...
TOMORROW.

OP op OP op OP
GO BRIDGEBUILDERS!

CAN WE DO IT?!
YES WE CAN! :D:D:D

We've been through a lot of shit times,
but tomorrow's THEDAY.
To show em' what we've got! :D
WOOTS!!!

so now, i will just relax and enjoy until the tomorrow comes((:

(just to practice)
There's still grandparent's week!
(ziyi replies)
sure, now i will continue with our second strategy, the grandparent's week!
first, let me ask y'all a question!
Does anyone know when grandparent's day is?
...

JUST KIDDING :P

ONE MONTH BABYY

2010-11-09T01:49:00.000-08:00

lost my voice ):
I break voice more than George Lim now x.x

oh, speaking about George Lim, he's damn niceeeeee :D
gave us loads of helpful tips for OP :D
teehee
PW WILL BE OVER IN TWO DAYS :D:D:D

CAN'T WAIT.

then, i can go out and playy.
and enjoy lifeee. Ooo.
I know the beach's waiting for meeeeeeee :D
loveee the sand, the breeze and the sun!

There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved. - George Sand

HAHA, im so happy w my life now (L)

fears

2010-11-06T17:29:00.000-07:00

awwwww, fairy tales :D
what's my biggest fear?!
hehhhehh, i have so many that i don't know which one's the worst!

1. i can't maintain eye contact w people
2. the dark
3. creepy crawlies
4. thunder and lightning
5. dolls :X
6. docs and meds (needles D:)
7. cats
><

that's all i can remember lol.
don't scare me w any of these!!!

gonna meet up w pw groupmates laterr!
but I'm having sore throat now :/
how to present!?!?!?!
D:

sore throat go awaayyy,
and never come back again! : |

sighs, my body's giving way.
OLD ALREADY! xD

2010-11-06T02:56:00.000-07:00

"And you took me by surprise, you said, "I’ll never leave you alone"."
- Mine, Taylor Swift

Awesome day yesterday! :D
though almost everything didn't go according to plan...
HAHA, but it's fun doing all those impromptu stuff yah ((:

astons at airport ;D
hehhehhh, didn't know there's astons there righttt!
it's not badd ((:

CRAVING FOR KOI NOWW
the queue was horrendously long yesterday luh, didnt have a chance to drink koi ):

nownow,
POST PW PLANS :D

- date w darling! :D
- date w twinn! :D
- date w buddy! :D
- baobeiix outing :D
- JVS outing :D
- tennis outing :D
- shopping trip w shuwei & yunhan!
- shopping trip w zijun!
- bubbletea outing w abi! :D

this makes mee happy :DDD
and of course, more time to be w YOU ;d

2010-11-02T04:37:00.000-07:00

BURNING QUESTIONS!? :D

If swimming is a good exercise to stay fit, why are whales fat?
Why is it that everyone wants to go to heaven but nobody wants to die?
If money doesn’t grow on trees, why do banks have branches?
Why does a round pizza come in a square box?
Why do we still call it a building when it’s already built?
If you aren’t suppos...ed... to drink and... drive, why do bars have parking lots?

HELLO, it've been ages since i've last updated!
PW IS KILLING ME T_T
-complains-

can't wait for friday to come :D:D:D
teehee.
baby, it's gonna be an awesome day alright!
thinking of places to go!!!
hahaha:D

eh singapore river?
pretty place to take photos!
maybe we should travel from west to east! (Y) :D

Where can we see airplanes? O_O

HAHHAHA HI SEYCHEE, I FINALLY UPDATED.
:D
IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU DARLING:D

LASTLY, I HAVE AWESOME SONGS NOW :D

can't get enough XD

2010-09-28T06:14:00.000-07:00

DEPRIVED :/

im like struggling to keep my jianfei plans alive and kicking LOL.
confession: today damn fail.

ate at delifrance w tiening, shuyinn mama, yunhan fatty, gayle and kendrick laopa :DDD
hahaha hmmm delifrance not very sinful luh :P
heheheheh
then had this super impromtu plan to go sing k w tiening.
AND WE DID, i pretty sure i'll lose my voice this time...
we kept screaming LOL.
there's so many awesome songs :P
must mug more! :D:D:D

WOOTS
i only have two actual lesson tmr.
looking at the bright side~

that is, until
the roof cave in
and the truth comes out.
I wouldn't know what to do then :/

uncertainties

2010-09-20T05:08:00.000-07:00

A mixture of emotions
OMG IM DONE W EXAMS.

i've always wanted a serious relationship
so sick n' tired of all the uncertainties...

how can i ever be sure of what i want?
i know a care an awful lot about you.
how you feel
what you think

butbut
i need an awfully lot of attention and love.
im always a spoilt brat.

im not deserving enough, am i?

2010-09-16T06:01:00.000-07:00

sometimes, it's really nice having someone to talk to.
esp when you're all down and weary ><
hahaha im sooooo glad my friends are here! :DDDD
THANKS SUPER ALOT PEOPLE :D
i wouldn't have lasted this long w/o you people.

whatever my results turn out to be,
I STILL LOVE YOU ALL :D
heeeheee

(anyway jiali has totally transformed into a mugger T_T)
FML, i can't sleep if i think i haven't mugged enough.
how worse can it get!????

hahaha and mayyybeeee
i'm thinking of darling a lil too much xD
heeheee!
i think she's having fun there!!!
while i sufferrrrrrr :////

I MISSYOUUUUUU :D:D:D

ERrrrmrmmsmsmsmsm
it's not toooooo good to be nice to me,
im afraid i'll get too dependent.
PLEASE DON'T FIND ME annoying :P
heeheee <3

Cherish babyyyy

2010-08-28T09:52:00.000-07:00

Cas' I know someday I'm gonna live in a
RUSTIC MANSION
that i dream of everynight

I'm gonna mug really hard and study architecture.
Build my dream mansion and live with my babyboy forever:DDD

SOURCE OF MOTIVATION AYE:DDD

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

heyy youu.
I'm not miserable anymore.
IM FEELIN' SO HIGH EVERYDAY.

and i go nananananannananananan

2010-08-22T05:58:00.000-07:00

HELLLOLOOOOO
AYLC WAS ULTRA FUNNNN.
hahahah know a hell load more people :DDDD
its cool after all; SUCCESS :D:D:DD:D:D

AND HELLO WORLD! Chongyan didi finally grow up liao!
ahahahahahah HE LOOKS KINDA CUTE.
im not obssesssed lol! just HAPPY FFOR HIM :D:D:D::DD:

im feeeling super happy today
AND I DON'T KNOW WHYYYYYYY
HOHHOHOHOHO

people who stalk me are nuts!
hahahahah stalk someone who's mad crazy.
haahahahahh x/

LIVE . MY. LIFE
you don't have to love to be happy.
casimsofinerightnow :D

2010-08-04T05:22:00.001-07:00

HEYLO. HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO USE THE FREAKING INTERNET.
cas my desktop spoil T_T
and i freaking cannot rmb my router's pw, can't go online with lappy.
I KNOW MY LIFE SUCK NOW T_T
deprived of SHINEE and FACEBOOK LOL.
BOOOOOOO ><

IM AT THE LIBRARY NOW :D
ALONE ><
and ITS 8.24PM @_@
MY EYES POPPING OUT AFTER MUGGING FOR SO LONG O_O
LOL
I LOVE DARLING :D
heehee :d

Shinee :D

2010-07-19T03:12:00.000-07:00

i'll never get enough of Shinee lOl.
they're so so so cute! :D:D:D

this week's gonna be an insane week for meee

tuesday - physics remedial till 6)):
wed - EFC presentation at NUS
- meet twinn right after that! probably to kayyboxx then dinnerr :D
thursday - mug with ziyi until 3.30
- meet darling for movie! inception (L)
fridayy - hmmm lesson till 4.30?

i'll probably go home straight and collapse on my bed on friday lah.
so people, don't ask me out till the weekends. :P

ILY.
hehhehhhhh
i'm not desperate, just plain jealous.
don't show off alrightt! :P

2010-07-18T06:33:00.000-07:00

回呼吸的痛：/

在東京鐵塔第一次眺望
看燈火模仿墜落的星光
我終於到達但卻更悲傷
一個人完成我們的夢想
你總說時間還很多你可以等我
以前我不懂得未必明天就有以後

想念是會呼吸的痛它活在我身上所有角落
哼你愛的歌會痛看你的信會痛連沈默也痛
遺憾是會呼吸的痛它流在血液中來回滾動
後悔不貼心會痛恨不懂你會痛想見不能見最痛

沒看你臉上張揚過哀傷
那是種多麼寂寞的倔強
你拆了城牆讓我去流浪
在原地等我把自己綑綁
你沒說你也會軟弱需要倚賴我
我就裝不曉得自由移動自我地過
想念是會呼吸的痛它活在我身上所有角落
哼你愛的歌會痛看你的信會痛連沈默也痛
遺憾是會呼吸的痛它流在血液中來回滾動

後悔不貼心會痛恨不懂你會痛想見不能見最痛
我發誓不再說謊了多愛你就會抱你多緊的
我的微笑都假了靈魂像飄浮著你在就好了

我發誓不讓你等候陪你做想做的無論什麼
我越來越像貝殼怕心被人觸碰你回來那就好了
能重來那就好了

sighs, this song never fails to make me sad.
i swear i won't want you anymore.
and i won't.
but memories do flow back sometimes...
memories are kinda cool,
that's something only you and me share.
not anyone else :|

再也不痛了...

no. 260

2010-07-17T23:13:00.000-07:00

went to rv sting ensemble concert on friday!
hahha, (y) chit chat time with darling!
omgggg, there's just so tooo much for us to say.
I'm so glad i have you, darling! :D:D:D:D

andand IAMSOADDICTED TO KAYYBOXX
ask me out people! :D LURVESSS

anyway, gonna go out with
wing wing and co :D
(L) going out with them mannn,
funny guys (Y).

HEE IM GONNA MAKE MY LIFE ROCK W/O YOU.
i'm learning to let go.
and i did.
it didn't hurt at all.
im happy and you're too :D

imma MILLIONAIRE

2010-07-12T05:30:00.000-07:00

HELLLO PEOPLE
i'm done with midyears((:
like finally. :D

OUT WITH 5K right after that! :D

i can't stop enjoying life now:D
haha KBOX is so addictive.
i'm just going and going LOL
whatever will happen if the 8 dollars thinggy is off D:
ahhhh :/

2010-07-11T08:16:00.000-07:00

oohhh! i'm beginning to see life lol!!!
last paper tmr ohhhyeahhhh :D:D:D
heeeheee.

been out slacking today lol!
math tuition in the morning. omg i swear it was boring!
then meet fangyuan to mug CSE quite fail!
then we walk around LOL
so funnaye.

met rulang guys in the evening.
kind of actually wanted to celebrate yingsiang's birthday (belated) of some sort.
went out shopping for gifts instead! so funny, he's such a sweet guy anyway.
LUCKY GIRL!
ahhh, then chat at yakun about random stuff! LOL.
PSSSSSSSHHHHHHHKKKKK!
YAKUN HAS DAMN NICE HOT LEMON TEA
really!
hahah. must try it alright!

hehheh, things that i ate and drank today:
yami yoghurt (medium) with cranberry toppings :D
4 水馃? not sure if im right lol. chweeeeee kuay? LOL
a tall vanila latte from starbucks
hot lemon tea from yakun.
THAT'S ALL :DDD

JIAYOU FOR CSE BABES! :DDD
and BIO AND HISTORY~

PS: gonna go kbox tmr!
LOVE MY LIFE~ :D:D:D:D

heheeeeeeee

2010-07-10T07:52:00.000-07:00

I THINK PORNSAK DAMN CUTE :D:D:D
haha, been watching his variety shows recently.
HE VERY VERY CUTE :P

heeeheeee,
(Y)

anywayyyyyyy, went JP today cas i can't seem to mug at home.
then went shopping at JP T_T
went into 3 boutiques and saw guys paying for their girls at every single one!
ahhhh faints, so very jealous!
hahaha, not that i wannna take advantage of anyone.
BUT SO SWEET. or rather, so 幸福!!!

haha reminds me of TTMM. xD
(it means tiantianmimi)
heeheee SO FUNNAYE.

JP got DIVA now.
went to take a look.
saw a really prettaye pearl headband!
9 bucks only. AND I WANTED TO BUY.
the saleslady very nice (y)
she ask me to try.
I told her my previous headbands keep slipping off my head.
she touched the back of my head then say my head should be able to wear de.
THEN I TRIED.
AND IT'S FREAKING SLIPPING OFF SLOWLLLLYYYYY.
what the shit, she say my hair too smooth.
conclusion,
HATE MY HAIR!
so ridiculous, hair too smooth T_T
FML.

oh, and i completely threw cse at the back of my head.
:O ohshush.

回忆起我们小时候，闭上眼就能够感受。。。

just like her :/

2010-07-09T09:09:00.000-07:00

was looking through drawings from various people LOL
especially fashion design!
Fashion design is so COOL! So envious of people who can draw so prettily ):
I shall work hard, and doodle my life away.
maybe i can draw as well a hundred years later :/
this girl has an extremely unique drawing style!
so quirky and crazy use of lines lol!
this is one if the more normal work from her lol.
she uses prismacolours and ink! (the slack way as i always kinda did)
anyhow paint then use ink to do details.
hah, though mine so fail T^T

ANYWAY, ONE LAST EXAM TO GO!
GO FIGURE!! :DDD

you're the only exception

2010-07-08T07:53:00.000-07:00

“The moment my eyes fell on him, I was content.”

Hello :D
I actually gave up on maths (Y)
wish me luck people.
I need tonnes of them now T_T

i can't wait to play now.
DEPRIVED. D:

gonna sleeeeep noww
:D
(11.00pm)

faded memories )):

2010-07-07T08:39:00.000-07:00

Yes, i do know that i NEED to be studying right now.
but i just feel like slacking.

BOO!
anyways the past papers were damn sucky.
i know im so going to die so badly )):
ewwwwwwwwww.

twitter is getting interesting. LOL/

all that i want

2010-07-01T07:27:00.000-07:00

hey there, i love to see your smile ((:

hehheh, ate KFC today :p
sinful food every single day lol.
got my kaka bottle finally, but kaka totally look cui there T_T
FML LOL.

I WILL MUG I WILL MUG I WILL MUG.
chants.
chants...
...
...
SCREAMMMMM!

I WILL NOT GET A U GRADE FOR PHYSICS.
I WILL PASS MY ECONS.
I WILL PASS MY MATHS.
I WILL PASS CSE.
GO JIALI! JIAYOU :DDD

haha, i want someone to smile;
just for me, :p

and i'm gonna keep a lookout for a HOT AND SEXAYE dress for luoziyi!
woohoooooooooooooooooo~~~

BIEBER :D

2010-06-30T05:56:00.000-07:00

Somebody to love!

OMG COOL MOVES!
the dance's really prettaye.
:D:D:D

hahah bieber...

imma CLOWNFISH. O_O

2010-06-30T05:29:00.001-07:00

OMGGGGG SO CUTEEEEEEE! hahaha
Can't stand it! HAHA

and i've wasted so much time stoning.
idk, keep stoning whenever i'm really tired/engrossed.
ahah, keep daoing everyone recently. :P
sorry, i didn't mean to!
I was uh, STONING.
must come shake me or someth lol!
then I'll wake up T_T ( i can sleep with my eyes open O_O)
really! hahha.
*ahhhh stones*

this song just keep playing in my head NOW.
LOL. xD

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Grab my glasses, I'm out the door, I'm gonna hit this city
(Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
'Cause when I leave for the night, I ain't coming back

I'm talking pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-topping, playing our favorite CDs
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Ain't got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Ain't got no money in my pocket, but I'm already here
And now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger

I'm talking about everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys tryin' to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk

Now, now, we go until they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
http://www.elyricsworld.com/tik_tok_lyrics_ke$ha.html

With my hands up
You got me now
You got that sound
Yeah, you got me

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me

With my hands up
Put your hands up
Put your hands up

Now, the party don't start 'til I walk in

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

HELLLOOOOO :DDDDDD

2010-06-29T04:18:00.001-07:00

omg, midyear has yet to start and i can't wait for it to be over.
FML.

I JUST WANNA SAY I'M A MEAN GIRL!
OMG MEAN DDD:

2010-06-24T00:59:00.000-07:00

Can you keep a secret?

cas' i can. haha.

just had my haircut:D:D:D
there's so many people commenting on my hair recently.
LOL, I KNOW, so long right!
heeehee, can't bear to cut it short now..

today's one of those rare days i stay at home.
LOL. cas' im broke ever since i lost my SPONGEBOB.
))): FML.
my daddy just gave me 50dollars and i lose it the next day.
damn emoooooo.
and ssorry shuwei )): lost the spongebob you gave )))))));
SORRYYYYYYYYyy.

anyway, i'm spamming songs now ;P
realise idk so many chinese songs lol.
must gear up for the next KBOX session XD

he rocks lol.
love those rocker voice :p
WOOOOOOOOTS xD

but the chinese so chim.
omg, idk so many words,
._.

2010-06-23T09:11:00.000-07:00

So class outing turned into clique outing eh? LOL
we still had our fun anyway :D

first up, we went seoul garden:D:D:D
first and only buffet in the hols!
hehheh ;P

ehhhh, were we bullying ziyi?
heehee, she refused to take photos with us! D:<
scandalous~ LOL.
pinning's DA PRO! woots!

cool eh? i did that ;)

then we went kbox!
2 hours only, cas it was kinda late T_T
and we totally sang our hearts out!
other than the fact that we know really lil' chinese songs.
other than pinning of course! hahaha.
the guys were far worse than me! bleh!

i have brown hair O_O
awwwwww... jin tian ni yao jia ge wo!
heeheee

that's all!

sometimes, i really do wonder who reads my blog?
people who cares i suppose. heeheee.
but nah people, i'm really really really not emoing.
haha, there's nothing for me to emo about!
so don't need to worry about me getting hurt, cas i won't!
im just ranting here, thinking that nobody actually bother reading them...
hahah.

i hope you get what i mean...

2010-06-20T21:29:00.000-07:00

KAKA'S AWWWEESOMMMEE :DDD
(L)

:D
thank god physics lesson was cancelled lol.
or i'll totally die.
watched the whole match lol, till 4 in the morning.
and wth, kaka was sent out ):

anyways, mummy's at m'sia with her friends.
so it's just us, and DAD.
hahha he gonna bring me and mei out for lunch later
(Y)

i honestly haven't mug enough.
BUT SLACKING IS JUST TOO HARD TO RESIST,
):

2010-06-20T06:30:00.000-07:00

Kissin' you

Sparks fly, it's like electricity
I might die when I forget how to breathe
You get closer and there is no where in this world I'd rather be
Time stops like everything around me is frozen
And nothing matters but these
Few moments when you open my mind to things I've never seen

'Cause when I'm kissin' u my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
Falls right into place, you're all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I'm kissin' u
When I'm kissin' u it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one, should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin' u

Past loves, they never got really far
Walls of picture I've got in my heart
And I promised I wouldn't do this
Till I knew it was right for me
But no one, no guy that I met before
Could make me feel so right and secure
And have you noticed I lose my focus
And the world around me disappears

'Cause when I'm kissin' u my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
Falls right into place, you're all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I'm kissin' u
When I'm kissin' u it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one, should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin' u

I've never felt nothing like this
You're making me open up
No point even trying to fight this
It kinda' feels like it's love

'Cause when I'm kissin' u my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
Falls right into place, you're all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I'm kissin' u
When I'm kissin' u it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one, should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin' u

(L)
I want everything crystal clear
I can't trust you, you wouldn't let me.
you twisted the truth to doubts.
now what's really going on.

why'd i lie.

2010-06-20T05:17:00.000-07:00

Can't wait for outings WOOTS:D
Goona meet JVS this tuesday!
heeehee haven't had a gathering for sososo long!
the last one's probably countdown...
THAT'S AGES AGO! >< style="font-size:180%;">(L)!
thenthen!
5K outing.
our very first one.
bet it's gonna rock! :D:D:D
Oops, hahah i only have 5K physics people's photos :P
heehee
I (L) 5K ;D

all the happy things going on.
there's no reason for me to feel sad(;

hey I'm alright.
hey I've not fallen down.
hey I won't try to move on.
cos i wasn't trapped in the game of love.

not anymore.
why should i lie.

dots night out

2010-06-18T09:59:00.000-07:00

DOTS NIGHT OUT!
heh, it've been ages since i last uploaded photos lol!
so the outing didn't fail too badly after all :P heeheee

the girls! (L) outside iluma, omg did i mention how much KOI rocks!?
their new aloe vera passion green tea rocks BIG TIME heehee!

SHINEE shoes :D heehee/ sharon and me :P

trying out camera effects lol.
think they're soooo cool! heeeee.
so we don't have to stabilize our camera but shake 'em all about!
get cool lightings and everth.

CHECK OUT FB :D heeehee

HAD AN AWESOME NIGHT.
too bad for those who missed it! :b

heh, gonna wake up early tmr again.
WORKING THIS TIME ROUND.
just for luoziyi!

2010-06-17T09:12:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, it's so much easier to pretend that you're fine
than admitting that it's killing you from inside.

it's the third week and i haven't found my motivation.
): how many times have i said, JIALI YOU HAVE TO MUG NOW.
): and how many times have i failed.

i've only mugged a eenie weenie bit of CSE today. ._.
not someth to be proud of..
and i have to wake up early tmr to do maths! :D
JIAYOU JIALI.

Then gonna meet 4D for dinner!
Miss you guys HELL LOADS! :D:D:D:D

I (L) YOU not.

worldly cup!

2010-06-14T06:14:00.001-07:00

HEYLO:D:D:D
haha, world cup rocks! :DDD
been staying up EVERY NIGHT to watch with daddy since it started.
(Y) for mugging too. yeah!
hahah, watch till 11, mugg till 2.30 and watch again!
:D
meet zijun aiai @je library to mug!
quite fail, mug from 10 to 1.30 then went CAFE CARTEL!
heehee, eat and eat and eat! :O
then shopped at bugis.
BLEH.

gonna meet her tmr to mug again :D
oooohhh, hope mugging works this time round :P
heeheee, gonna have a really crazy week!
goona do pw this wed, watching movie on thurs, and universal studios on friday!
and more matches, mugging, feasting to come.

NOW, i don't know if my life rocks too much.
so much so that i forgot how to cry.
and that it doesnt hurt. at all.

the truth about forever

2010-06-08T00:26:00.000-07:00

heeeee im all up and happy again :DDDD
thanks twinn ILY soooo much!
you're always there when i need you C:
sorry for blabbering so much nonsense at you :B
LOVE YA LOADS:D
imissdarling too lol!
come back soon! and make me laugh at all your crazy jokes!
HEEHEE ((:

I know what's my priority and what's not.
STUDY DATES :D
heehee, date me! XD

tears swelling one last time

2010-06-05T09:16:00.000-07:00

can i pretend that airplanes in the nightsky are shooting stars?
cos i really need a wish right now ):

sighs, how can i smile when im not happy at all.
so lost and helpless...
COS I CAN'T DO ANYTH AT ALL.

I don't blame you.
There's nothing to blame.

just i, me and myself.
DDD:

2010-05-31T04:45:00.001-07:00

HEYLO :D
been a long time since i last blgoged. kinda.
Had a really crazy week lol!

Last monday was sports chanbara, made my back ache like crazy but (Y) fun! hahahah
then went to VJC for briefing and spent the next few days there.
omggg they fed us like crazy!
it's like bfast, lunch, teabreak, dinner!
got to know really nice friends like peiqi, pamela, SHERYLNN, and a really AWESOME groupleader, marrissa! haahahaha.
on the last day, had mountain biking. OMG im totally not that kinda person. got scratches all over meee. )):
hahah lasst but not least there's tonnes of chio girls and cute guys in VJC!!!
Jealous ttm T_T

then worked @ toapayoh from friday to sunday! haha damn tiring but got to see a mediacorp artist at the very least! ZZEN ZHANG LOL. actually, that was the first time i actually noticed him T_T he's acutally NOT BAD.hahhah i was promoting DVD to him lol. Shuang dao! :P
heeeeeee
Can't wait for PAYDAY :P

ANDAND today's like the best!
Darling and baobei jie gave me a really huge surprise! THANKS LOADS :D
YOU GUYS ARE SIMPLY AWESOME :D

what about her?

2010-05-19T07:08:00.000-07:00

SIGHS.
Feel really shag after days of tests, reports and presentations.
TIRED @_@.
and i have to continue doing my GPP ):

looking at the bright side, presentations' over for
Engineering for the Community
:D ohyeah, didn't screw too badly.

Anyways played BOSSABALL today!
It was hell loads of fun lol!
Totally miss playing with the volleyballers ):
-unglaming around.
TAHAAA :D

(L)

2010-05-16T11:47:00.000-07:00

HELLO PHYSICS! Guess what?
I'M SO GOING TO PAWN YOU TODAY.

I'll totally do that once i get my 4 hours of sleep.
SINCE ITS FREAKING 3AM NOW.

The degree of substitutability.

2010-05-09T03:52:00.000-07:00

Feeling MAD SAD now. :(
idk why either ><

Life's like stale and meaningless.
Sooner or later I'll be rotten inside out.
I'M once again EMO = |

Maybe he's the only one who can cheer me up
*points to mark chao*
Maybe I still do prefer mark chao more than ethan ruan.

2010-05-06T03:41:00.000-07:00

Well, I guess I haven't been a good enough friend.
I'm really sorry! =/

Swear I'll be a better friend! (L)

YOU'LL SEE((:

2010-05-04T06:05:00.000-07:00

WHY DO I SUDDENLY MISS THOSE GIRLS!?
not a teeny weeny bit but loads and truckloads.

I used to think i can give them up.
Just like that.
But seeing them together, I feel so weird out there.
I was once there, I was once a part.
Now, I'm APART. :/

ohwells, i don't feel the bond when i was there.
they seem so good without me.
I'm probably just jealous. D:

HAVE FUN GIRLS.
I'll miss you guys.
):

2010-04-30T07:52:00.000-07:00

RAWR .
I'm freaking tired lol.
econs test and 3 hours of physics today is making me so shag ):

OHWELLS, its the long weekends!
JIALI MUST:

-watch Monga with 4D people on monday
-do PI final draft
-do CSE assignment
-go maths tuition on sunday

Ahhh JIAYOU ((:
Favourite mistake? Perhaps you're a memory now.

2010-04-29T04:33:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! ((:
HAHAHA LOVE YA LOADS AND TRUCKLOADS! :D

&& congrats RVFBT for the SECOND consecutive win!
JIAYOUJIAYOU!

oh by the way, i had starbucks today, hahaha.
FREAKING HAPPY((:
Starbucks' the life, man!

&&& JIAYOU MUGGING FOR ECONS PEOPLE!
Lecture test tomorrow! ):
(L)
and back to studying, jiali! :P

Experimenting different fonts.

2010-04-24T17:43:00.000-07:00

Didn't go out at all this weekend.
Apart from doing CIP on Saturday morning...
OMG lol, gonna go crazy if this goes on!

Was editing my PI yet again yesterday.
PI's less than 10% of PW and we're already working SO HARD.
Can't imagine how i would be like for WR and PPT D:
Urgh, damned. Now, GP.
I have completely no idea what to write can!

Someone Save Me. ):

2010-04-24T03:50:00.000-07:00

Jealous.
it's so hard not to think about it.

2010-04-21T02:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEVIS!
hahahha best budd on earth! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIENING!
hope you like the red box of goodies:D:D:D

OMG DAMN HAPPY TODAY:D
hahaha i ate 3 cups of YAMI yoghurt!
Super nice :D

teehee, then came home right after school.
Haven't done that for such a long time.
SHUANG:D

but now, mugging for econs ):
JIAYOU for tomorrow! :DDD

TEEHEE.
I'm still very happy((:

it was so real

2010-04-17T02:16:00.000-07:00

HI, YOU ARE SO OVER!
I can't breathe properly now.
Let alone thinking logically.
Thinking of someone i shouldn't have.
HAHA.
JIAQIAN JIE, GOT BOYFRIEND NEVER TELL ME.
ONLY GET TO KNOW THROUGH FACEBOOK LOR.
:d
emo shit.
been cooping myself at home today.
I'm just too lazy to go out.
stay at home and mug for econs
(Doesn't sound jiali right :P)

and your hand held mine so tightly

2010-04-13T05:10:00.000-07:00

FAILED PHYSICS DAMN BADLY
EMO TTM D:
haha I should have gotten used to it shouldn't i? O_O

Was actually looking forward to pe today, finally can play after NAPFA.
Who knows, got caught for wearing old PE tee. A whole lot of us.

PE MODULES AVAILABLE:
floorball
softball
touch rugby
badminton

mainly repeated PE modules.
How interesting O_O
I'm determined not to get into any of them.
Just gonna run during PE.
HAH.

thank god, this sweet dream a had in the morning kept my day up and going.
Omg, haha happy.
Darling! I want to tell you lor, but i SHY. :P
teeheee, anyways, of course i got think of you lah!
As i've always said, you my darling leh! :D

could a dream
be a reality? O_O

2010-04-02T09:41:00.000-07:00

4D outing @ my house today.
FREAKING TIRED.

Joke of the day:
13 people got stuck in the lift.
10 more stood outside laughing.

I (L) 4D :D

Lastly,
You still do think of her; I still think of you.
You know; I know.

Can't you just turn around?
I feel giddy all of a sudden. D:

2010-03-11T05:13:00.000-08:00

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TOMORROW!
T.G.I.F :D
Tomorrow playing bridge at MY HOUSE :D
CAN'T WAIT.
4D/5K people comecome! :D:D:D

Anyway, love talking to Yunhan lol.
She kinda makes me hate him.
Hahaha, like he's not worth loving.
WELL, LET ME TELL YOU: YOU'RE NOT!
I've liked you for a very long time already and
I'M ~~GETTING~~ OVER YOU.
DAMN YOU FOR TREATING ME LIKE THAT!

2010-03-09T05:17:00.000-08:00

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away.

So how many breathtaking moments do you have in your life.
One, two, a dozen or so?
Come to think about it, I do miss those times.
Life's getting pretty boring now ( How many times have i mentioned that this year.)
D:

I need a breather. (or rather, moneh.)

NOTICE:

SA BAND COMBINED CONCERT.
TELL ME ASAP IF YOU'RE GOING RULANGNITES!
28th March'10
Esplanade concert hall
7.30pm
Tickets at $15

Yipeee Yay

2010-03-08T05:58:00.000-08:00

STRAW STARS
Been folding loads of stars in school recently.
Hahaha fine, not me. Mostly Ziyi and Weehan.
But I supplied the straws lol!
THEY ARE DAMN PRETTY.
Sourcing for pretty coloured straws now, do tell me if you know where to buy :P

ANYWAY, had a really fun shopping trip last weekend.
With Zijun, Ruoling and Weehan.
A really wierd combi i guess.
Hahaha but objectives are met
but i bought a dress with flora prints yet again.
4th one already!

Lastly, march hols planning (tentatively),
Monday: Meet twinn and baobeiix girls ((:
Tuesday: Sharon Shuwei Yunhan shopping trip :D
Wednesday:
Thursday:
Friday: 5K class cycling + buffet! :D
Sat/Sunday: Class CIP (Can't remember which day =.=)

Still have three free days! :DDD

EXAMS D:

2010-02-23T03:34:00.001-08:00

TESTS lol!!!
Screwed GP test today T-T
Hope i don't screw math on friday!
And a couple more tests next week...

JC LIFE SUCKS.
Big Time.

jiali wants to mug.
jiali need to mug.
now tell me, you want to mug with me tmr!

i'm going to mug now.
(tryin')

2010-02-20T08:02:00.000-08:00

PHOTOS!
Omg, haha. It've been quite a while since i last uploaded photos!
Went Safra's playground with Ziyi, Jason and his mei on his birthday.
Hahaha, the playground's really fun, with a 18.4m [Longest in Asia] slide! :D
And we were unglam ttm, imagine crawling and climbing around while wearing skirts!
BUT IT WAS FUN!
&&
4D's outing to Mr hor's house on chu san.
LOST MONEY gambling D:

ohohoh,
do i look more demure!?
teehee!

2010-02-19T05:29:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CNY PEOPLE :D
The visit to mr hor's house fun lor!
Photos@fb! ((:
&& going mrs khoo's house this weekend! ((:

anw,
why girls n guys' definition of pretty different de!
Girls think girl pretty not equals to guys think girl pretty?
PRETTY ODD eh? o.O
haha, had this dicussion with 5K peeps.
Funny bunch of people (L)

I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU.
-5words.

2010-02-12T08:43:00.000-08:00

I'm feelin' so emo now can.
He uses :C for me and C: for her.
Though I've been (EXTREMELY) tryin' to accept it, I'm still struggling so badly.
I keep telling myself, i can forget.
But can i?

Shrugs.

Today's been a nice day at school though.
We got to wear smart casual to school.
And I brought nothing to school but lotsa V day gifts and a HUGE balloon for changning.
Celebrations in school's kinda forgettable.
But loads of thanks to people who gave me goodies!

THANKS DARLING FOR YOUR LOVE LETTER.
and couple phone strap!

THANKS KOR FOR YOUR OHSOBEAUTIFUL ROSE,
and your chocolate!

THANKS BECKY FOR YOUR POSTCARDS
and MnMs!

THANKS 5K FOR THE FUN CLASS OUTING!
and the ohsomanygoodies!

THANKS ZIYI FOR THE HEARTS AND STARS!

AND SORRY 4D FOR PANGSEHING!

School ends at 10am!
Went out with 5K!
Thanks guys for not pangsehing!
arcade. KFC. pool.
With loads of fun!

I BELIEVE LIFE WILL GET BETTER.
he's gonna get kicked out real soon!

I LOVE LOVE LETTERS!
I'll give anything for it!

2010-01-28T06:27:00.000-08:00

Wooo!
Finally a shopping trip planned by ME.
hahahha, shopping with shuwei, yunhan and probably ruoling this sunday@Orchard!!!
Oh finally. xD
CAN'T WAIT :DDDDDDD

But meanwhile, it's time to chiong HW.
oMG. Why so hiong!?!?!?!
andandand periwoon's transferring to NYJC.
ALL OF A SUDDEN.
Now I have to be register NO.13 but I want 14!!!
D: and what about volleyball?
hahaha now one less person to play liao lor. (Y)

I just want us maintain friend-friend.
Why can't you!?
So, it's a love-hate from the start.
I HATE YOU.

2010-01-23T12:17:00.000-08:00

hello im posting here again cas i don't want to do my homework.
and omg, please play all you can for those who haven't started school.
cas school sucks big time now.
Everyone's mugging/chionging homework during free periods.
What's worse than that!?

I have FOUR gp article analysis.
one DAMN HARD comprehension.
Econs tutorial. MATHS tutorial. (which idk how to do)
Physics tutorial
AND LOADS OF READING FOR CSE.
(Y)

whatever happened to TGIF T_T
EMO.
I seriously need a bridge/mahjhong/shopping/gossip session soon.
D:

2010-01-23T07:13:00.000-08:00

BBALL!
Boo! Wanted to bball with darling and the usual people at ntu today.
But darling had truckloads of homework to do.
So nobody went in the end.

Bballed with tiening, jo and boyf, wing blahs at jurong spring. ((:
Omg, recently like always so many people lor.
Sian, like just sit down and watch them play.
Then played at opp my house that LAN court.
Played full court!
hahaha, my team super cute!
Cas we were losing...
Then they gather everyone(inourteam) like erm gaston yijun cheesiong junbin and yuanlong then we OSH! Team cheer! Then continue playing.
Super funnaye lol xD

Haha
have to do hw now.
like so sian.

someonemotivatemeplease.
D:

2010-01-20T04:05:00.000-08:00

CLASS OUTING?!?!?!
Time to mass text again uh!
I MISS 4D lol! xD

Everyone's like mugging now can!
Iwanttodieliao.
I JUST CAN'T ~~MUG~~ LAH!
ohgooddaammit D:
Hang in there, JIALI!

Ohya, JIAYOU tennis people!
hang in there too!
You're on your way to be in the tennis CCA!
:D

2010-01-18T03:50:00.000-08:00

Hello.
I feel so emo now.
I don't wanna know WHY.

There's things i badly want to tell.
...

I just can't get my feelings right.
it's runnin' all over me.

just go far far away from me.

Until the day needles don't prick
and my heart won't bleed.
:C

pricks me D:

2010-01-18T03:05:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUIXIONG bro!!! :DDDD
I've been saying this for years.
But, COME BACK SOON LOL!
eat steamboat together xD

Anyw,
3 lectures at one go today.
Omg, you don't wanna know how torturous that is.
Then ziyi keep making me feel so hungry ;p

oh ya, one thing about my class guys.
They're damn nice okay!
Was late for the last lecture then like no more seats for us with the class.
And the guys offered to sit front so we can sit with the class girls.
OMG, so cool!
hahahah.
Now I think 5K rawks((:
4dots rawks too((:

teehee.
&&&
JIAYOUS RVVT BDIV.
go break that broomstick!

2010-01-17T07:55:00.000-08:00

Ohyes!
My holiday GP homework finally done!
This will totally be one of the rare times that I did my holiday homework lol!
((:
Hahahha, so tired.
Anyways, today bballed at NTU.
Outdoor court T_T
Walao eh, the indoor court locked on sundays.
Anyw, Girls Power!
Sihui and darling's like zai lol!

hahaha, and I love talking to darling!
She's always so good at an wei-ing me ((:
Teehee.

School's starting in 7 hours!
Gotta sleeeeeep.
Gd'night!

Not saying zai jian anymore.
I don't wanna see, hear, talk to you ever again.
If I ever hurt you, you killed me.
D:

2010-01-16T08:30:00.000-08:00

SCHOOL START LIAO )):
It's so tiring to wake up everyday though I live really near to the school.
Now everyone says I look very sleepy and weak. D;
Guess I'm just not used to it lol.

Anyw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMBERLY!
Haha, went her house to celebrate just now.
Loads of fun, cousin got shi san yao in mahjhong.
SUPER ZAI!
Lots of food and i'm growing fat again.
47.5KG. gross.
Totally hate those people who call me fat.
~~Walao. ihateyoular.~~

Woohoo, (maybe) meeting buddy in the morning tomorrow!
Got someth really sweet for you budd! (you-know-what)
See I'm so nice, totally know what you need! :DDD
&&& meeting darling and the rest to BBALL in the afternoon!
Darling! I have soooo many things to tell you!
Hahahahah cya!
I shall go to sleep now. (cas darling says so!)

Teeehee.
(12.38am)

2010-01-10T06:04:00.000-08:00

Bball Bball BballBballBballBballBballBball!
Hahaha so fun!
Played with Jovi and her boyf today in the morning!
With outsidde peeps, haha. But super fun. (L)
And we played bullets!
First round i won and didn't lose a single life!
second round I out and see the both of them zi xiang can sha!
FUN!(L)

Went ahma house for lunch and chitchat with Lewina tan!
Justina(cousin) just came back from Brunei and ask her along for another bball game! ((:
And YAY! She's not going back Brunei anymore but studying here in Sing! ((:
Then got to Jurong Spring and waited for the guys to come.
Darling, tiening, justina, wing, yingxiang, qizhang and co!
COOOOOOL eh, hahah so many people!
After that I still went home to bring didi there to play.
Yes! My fat didi! hahahah.
He's super cute over there. Though he don't really know how to play.
STILL GO ELBOW yuanlong.
Omg, laughed like mad.

AND I GOT HIT ON THE HEAD TWICE)):
Then one side of my head felt lighter than the other side.
Super funny feeling. Hahahaha.
Basketball really super hard and heavy, T_T.
BOO!

andandand
OHMYGOD
tomorrow school reopen liao.
Sucks like shyt. Where holidays so fast end de.
EEYURRRRRR.

Well, GOOD LUCK FOR TMR PEOPLE!
'O' Level result sia.
I'll ask everyone of you your score.
HAHAHHAH so do text me lah.
TEEHEE. LOVE YOU GUYS!

2010-01-09T06:23:00.000-08:00

KP here KP there.
[not saying those ignores]

Ohmygod. I think i'll emo until i die if i carry on staying.
Well, I bet nobody will mind.

Enough about emoing.
Feel damn good today kay!
Thanks to tiening!
Pei me play tennis right after my training.
Listen to me crap.
Played bball together! (L)

Bballed with wing, jo & boyf, qizhang & co!
COOL LOL! Bballed till 9PM ((:
truckloads of fun there!

Haha anyways I love the part,
I know i still love him, but i know we aren't meant to be together.
I'll move on.
Teehee, i know i will((:

&&& most importantly!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY
BAOBAOJIEJIE!!!!
LOVE YOU BAOBEIIX! :DDD
happy birthday to you, rebecca peh min-li! ((:

2010-01-04T08:48:00.000-08:00

I realise that i don't wanna move on at all.
Psskkkkkkkkkkk D:

Today's really fun(naye)!((:
BBALLED with tiening jiade yiming yuanlong and qizhang.
They came out with the 'AFFECTIONATE' attack and defence.
Freaking funnaye lah, laughed like mad.

tomorrow will be a better dday (L)

2010-01-03T08:52:00.000-08:00

The new year's scaring the hell out of me.

Damn, I need to play as much as possible before life's hell.
I am so gonna emo in class.
I hope my class wouldn't be as bad as i imagine.

People, ASK ME OUT!!!!

2009-12-30T20:24:00.000-08:00

Did something you said you would never do.
Paid for someone who said they would pay you back but never did.
Lied about where you were.
Discovered a new musician.
Made something for a friend.
Got a new phone.
Got a new iPod/Zune/Mp3 player.
Watched three or more episodes of Saturday Night Live.
Made fun of someone.
Created a Tumblr.
Flew on a plane.
Spoke in front of 15 people or more.
Met someone in real life that you originally met online.
Done something illegal.
Did your siblings chores for money.
Stayed up all night thinking about the worst thing that could possibly happen to later find out that you worried for nothing.
Hurt somebody you didn’t mean to hurt.
Hugged your mom or dad.
Baked a cake.
Made a new friend.
Lost an old friend.
Changed your views on society.
Had a horrible birthday.
Laughed at something that wasn’t funny.
Got upset over something that wasn’t a big deal.
Got a Facebook.(not this year)
Deleted your Myspace.
Cried because you missed old times.
Cleaned your room.
Have a new found appreciation for someone you never expected to.
Told someone you love them.
Told someone you hate them.
Screwed something up but didn’t mean to.
Received a gift.
Gave a gift.
Read a book that wasn’t for school.
Ate a lollipop.
Threw away something by accident.
Smoked a cigarette.
Ran a mile.
Switched schools.
Aced a test.
Wished you were in the past.
Got scared about the future.
Got yelled at by your parents.
Lost a family member.
Saw an old friend.
Went to church/synagogue.
Hugged a stuffed animal.
Said you’re going to make next year better.

Saw this on er ma and shuwei's blogs.
Erm, I think quite a lot this year bah xD
(L)

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE!

2009-12-30T20:12:00.000-08:00

Happy new year eve!
2009's GREAT ((:

I miss everyth this year!
4D'09! Will totally miss this class lah!
andand the days chionging art with buddy!
... ... ...
SO MANY MANY MEMORIES LOL!

Hahaha, spending my christmas eve afternoon with darling and reb jie!
(Teehee I hope I'm getting lollies!)
They're watching Alvin and the Chipmunks after that.
(I WATCH LIAO!!!@#%^&)

Then meeting Rulang people at night!
Woots, they're coming my house first!
(YAY)

CAN'T WAAAAAAAAITT!
Happy new year in advance peeps!

2009-12-28T01:16:00.000-08:00

Heylo((:
These few days are really hectic!
Urms, lotsa xmas party going on and outings with darling!!
Yupps, me and darling went to see EVAN YO yesterday!
She's really crazy over him and I'm soooo jealous!
Tahaaa got his signature and stuff. xD
Then met up with rulang people at Jurong Spring!
Bballed! And I was too glam-___-
(Bballed in the top that I wore to bugis with FBT)
Bleh had loads of fun and jovina had such a surprise for me!!!

Went town today with alfreda, wing and yingxiang!
Such a weird combination, had fun playing bridge!
And laughing at wing xD

And darling's having a match now!
JIAYOU((:
and the songs you sent me,
it's making me want to die.
Blehs, talk to me soon!
(Hope, I'm not making you emo)

Tomorrow will be a better day! ((:
and fb to see photos!

2012

2009-12-20T08:13:00.001-08:00

Today's FUN lah!
Darling came to my house!!! ((:
Everyth seems so screwed at first lol.
Didn't know what to wear, then darling chose a dress for me!
Then trained and met shuwei at JE and Tiening at Raffles!
The concert's great, had so much fun and laughter yeah!

Ate at Marina and we shopped!
Ohmygod, how badly do i want that denim jacket from mango! =X
I forgot to get it T____T
blahhhhhhhhhhhs

Tomorrow will be a better day!
BBALLing I suppose!
Teehee((:

ehhums, 20122009.
I suppose we can look forward and carry on with our lives.
It's my life, my way! :DDD

2009-12-16T02:27:00.000-08:00

200th post!
Watched New moon yesterday with my mei
(and her bunch of rather nice friends ^^)
Ohmygod, NEW MOON rocks cas of Jacob!
(I'm not caring about the storyline!)
He's so hot lol!

WOOTS!
can't wait to go out with twin tmr! (L)

2009-12-13T05:48:00.000-08:00

Hello! I'm posting again cas my darling say why so long never update le!
hahahah ;D

Played Bball so very often recently!
Yesterday and today with different groups of people!

Ohya, gave Jiade his belated birthday present today!
Woke up early just to find him MORE presents lol.
Ended up with an additional cake with his deathnote book, and necklace!
2J people damn nice lah! teehee

andand christmas is just round the corner!
ohmygod! I think Rulangnites (ex) coming up with someth!
I can't wait!

Andand countdown woots!
I wanna countdown with you this year!
AGAIN! ;D

2009-12-02T17:40:00.000-08:00

BACK FROM CLASS CHALET.

Don't know if im feeling happy or not.
much fun, laughter and dirt.

Found out something I've been guessing for a long time.
Now I wished I hadn't.
And i blurt out someth so wrong.

But yeah I hope he knows,
I'm just joking.

I have someone in mind,
He's a sweet guy by the name of J. (Not in RV T_T)
Who gives me the same amount of heartaches.

Eeeeks, why I so suay one D:

whatever.
9 more hours to MELBOURNE :D

2009-11-24T03:48:00.000-08:00

I'm sunburnt!
Double training today(:

Had indoor training at CCAB today(:
Played with Cgirls lol.
Rather slack actually.

Then nua at peiwoon's house until 3pm.
Beach training at clementi!
So long never play beach volleyball liao lol.
Fun, but really tiring T_T
my legs like sore only lol.

Thurs having friendly in the morning and beach training in the afternoon.
Hiong only.

tahaaa counting down to chalet
SIX DAYS!

and NINE DAYS TO MELBOURNE.

IMMA LUCKY GIRL :D

2009-11-08T05:13:00.000-08:00

The Great Ocean Road.

Ain't it prettaye? :D

(Y) IM GOING MELBOURNE FOR A HOLIDAY :D

I think it's a really prettaye place ;D

I'm really confused now.
Can you tell me if you love me?
Stop giving me false hope, STOP!

2009-11-04T18:30:00.000-08:00

Can you keep a secret?
A secret that I'm dying to tell...

Hey art's over!
Time to take a break yeah :D

Had lotsa fun shopping with Sharon and Jordyn yesterday :D
YAY, though the blue mansion sucks
Complete waste of time watching lol.

Bought shirts for myself and my meimeis
hehs ;D being nice okay xD

Going sharon's house bridge with the guys later :D
(Y)

andand, should I buy that strawberry bag?
It's like SO CUTE! >.<

2009-11-01T18:41:00.000-08:00

Art is killing me D:
for the very last time.

LDOS

2009-10-31T15:57:00.000-07:00

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL LOL :D

Taptap's fun :D

Err, my darling's violent! =O

Class boys lOl

ART STUDENTS! :D

(L) 4Dots :D
People please upload photos soon D:

love letter

2009-10-31T14:29:00.000-07:00

At times I wonder,

Will you ever give me a love letter?

Kinda wish you will.

2009-10-29T05:30:00.000-07:00

One day of MC is enough to miss 4D liao lorrr...

I wonder what happened today :D

I want tmr to come really soon.
Yet I dread tmr to end.
Does that mean the end of 4D?
I hope not.

4D is such a prettaye class.
SEOUL GARDEN TMR!
I bet we'll have loads of fun together.

CHEERS.

4dots09!

2009-10-28T04:26:00.000-07:00

Best Class Ever! :D

2 more days as a class D:
I'm gonna miss 4D'09. lotslots!

The epic spam of photos...
The mahjhong fever...
The Bridge craze...
The aeroplane fight...
The BU KE NENG DE LOR!
Every lil' bit love...

Such pretty memories...
Now I'm looking forward to our EPIC class chalet :D

more than words

2009-10-23T05:59:00.001-07:00

DAY OUT @ IKEA
22sep'09

Don't we look like one big happy family?
haha, LOVE YOU GIRLS! :D

DAYOUT@JP
23sep'09

We were doing charity okay!
Not embarrassing the school lol.
raised a total of 183 dollars with more than 9500 steps!
SIX GIRLS :D

Yay.
I feel so happy now.
cas I'm no longer bothered by you.
can I say that,

we're once again friends ;D

pretty much

2009-10-21T02:50:00.000-07:00

He's making my heart skip a beat

:D

2009-10-17T19:58:00.000-07:00

Exams aren't exactly over.
Art and higher chinese Os.
Dang.

There's still the competition.
Shiat.

But still, play and play today ;D
I want to play basketball.
I want a tennis racket.

Dad's been ignoring me lately.
dang.
Now, he's beginning to cut my words.
F.

2009-09-19T19:10:00.000-07:00

My O level art! i think the colour very chio lol
Make me so happy
ahaha

I kinda miss twinn!

ALOT!

ahaha we look alike okay!

twinn! must go out with me after exams alright! :D

hahaha

going sunshine plaza later to print my art stuff

GODDAMMIT,

so lazy to go =xxx

I wish art to be over.

yet not.

BOO.

BACKKK

2009-09-17T08:11:00.000-07:00

Hello to my dying blog ;D

BEEN HELL BUSY RECENTLY
even up till now, but i've decided to take a break now.
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!
ART. ART . SCHOOL. HOMEWORK. ART. ART. SLEEP. EAT. ART. ART. TUITION. ART. ART
My life seems to be just revolving around them.
Just for a lil while more. JIAYOU JIALI!
hahah

Chance upon this at SHUWEI's blog so decide to have some fun before painting again...

TEN things about yourself:

1. I am not mature at all actually but I can't stand people who are not mature (AT TIMES THAT THEY SHOULD) only Jiali can kayy. tsk.

2. I have extremely small hands -___-

3. I LOVE to carry my nike bag (even when I've reached school for half an hour it's still hanging on my shoulders)

4. I know I'm fat but i refused to admit that!

5. I want to be an architect! Ever since i know there's such a job when I'm young(:

6. I know I'm not smart so I can't stand people stupider than me. (If I stupid they what!?)

7. I am not as happy as you think i am. I don't often show my EMO side. Other than my meimei who shares room with me. too bad, at night cry only she see.

8. I HAVE A NEW HANDPHONE NUMBER that i can't remember lol

9. I LOVE 4D perhaps a lil more than 2J. I like both though. SO HAPPENING

10. I can't study through listening, I'm a visual person. that's why i don't bother listenining in class. I won't get it anyways.

SEVEN ways to win your heart:

1. Understand me(don't have to make me spill out everything)

2. Extremely observant(notice every lil change of me)

3. SMART(er than me at the very least)

4. SPORTS(eh, i don't know lah)

5. Influential(I want someone that influences me and not the other way round)

6. Taller than meeeeeee in my heels

7. HOT

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

1. HIM ><

2. I don't wanna study anymore

3. I NEED MORE MONEH

4. THE PAST (REGRETS)

5. Why i'm so dumb

6. My future (Job and love life)

7. HOT GUYS :D

FOUR things you do before you fall asleep:

1. Drink milk

2. shut down lappy

3. brush teeth

4. Check my phone

FOUR things you see right now:

1. My new hard disk :D

2. My homework

3. MY ART O levels work

4. STITCH!

THREE songs that you listen to often:
1. Taylor Swift - Forever and always
2. Metro station - Seventeen forever
3. Lifehouse - You and me

TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. TRUE LOVE
2. PLAY UNTIL I SHUANG FIRST

ONE confession:
I've not been thinking about him as much lately.
But i can't help thinking about how perfect life would have been if we are together at times.
I realised I haven't missed him any lesser.

ohEMO, off to do art! :D

HOORAY

2009-08-28T06:22:00.000-07:00

HOORAYEE
Finally logged into blogger :D

Grrrr, sick from Tuesday night till now.
Sick so xinku can!
Actually can go school today one lor.
Had fever yesterday night again, cried like shit.
Mummy brought me to see that stupid doc who
WANTS TO GIVE ME INJECTION.
I obviously refused to lah! Over my dead body.

Missed so many lessons, or rather I miss 4D!
4Deeohh9 so happening lah can.
I bet loads of stuff happened when I'm not around >_<
Gahhs, hope i can go back school on monday! (Half-day leh!)
Haha.

Anyways KUDOS to my group 3 soccer mates! :D
One win and one draw today though i wasn't there D:
So we won 3 games and draw 2 in total.
That makes us the strongest group bah ;D
Hehheheh!
Shuwei | Mama | Grace | Luke | Kenny
YAYNESS :D

JIALI WANTS TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL SOOOOOON D:

The Pretty days =]

2009-08-14T06:24:00.000-07:00

"Our Last Words..."

For the English version:

RECOLLECTIONS
CHAIRPERSON:
There was a time, not long ago,
When we all had different subject combinations
Some Biology when the rest had Physics,
And the ~~History~~ Art students slack during Geography.

There was no homework, no exams,
When we started our year.
Life was not a struggle, neither was there much mugging.
But we ate at different tables during break.

They liked half a dozen different subjects,
Though their dreams were all the same.
But their hopes for a better GPA were lost
When Physics and Chinese came.

CLASS:
They had no As for cleanliness, they had no 3.9 GPA,
And they longed to be free from nagging one day.

CHAIRPERSON:
After the SA1, we called for change,
For the right to decide our sitting arrangement.
Some of us wanted a girl;
Others, a guy.

Planning for class chalet during CHAMPs,
Times of disagreement and fear.
People said we would never out go as a class
As the end of the holidays drew near.

When the new year came, we had a move
And went into the new container classrooms
But even air-conditioners spoil sometimes,
And more trouble had soon begun.

CLASS:
Our happiness was not to be
Until our air-con could be fixed.

CHAIRPERSON:
At the beginning of every month
We eat cake... as a class!
Against all odds we had to collect
enough class fund to pay for it.

We've come this far, by ourselves,
38 people from the same land.
Our parents paid the price for us;
Now the future is in moderation's hand.

This is our class, where we belong,
And our cleanliness grade is pasted on the front door.

But let's not take for granted
What we have will always be.

CLASS:
We pledge to add our classmates on facebook
and keep in contact with them all.

- GURU squad v1.1k ( improved version with Kendrick and Spellcheck)

Chinese:

天下无不散之宴席，一个班终究也逃不过一个散字。
有时，散了也好，不把布料分成几十块，哪能做出衣服？
逃不过的东西，我们也不逃了，坦然接受。
但是有一点给我记住，将来有人问你从何方来时，好好的回忆回忆，你还有这么一段历史。
同学被人肉搜索时，还记得写个一两句好听的话。
笑一声吧，将过去两年的心酸一笑了之，再笑一声吧，将过去两年的快乐带回心囊。
当你长大了时，记得再看看和我们现在同龄的孩子，也许那时你又会看见：我们曾经一起快乐过。。。

要赢我们，是不可能的咯。

- 刘奶容易制作委员会

This post is proudly brought to you by the 'last-minute-chiong-ar' comittee:
这个柱子是 ‘最后分钟冲啊’ 制作委员会所骄傲呈献:

Kendrick Lum Liu Nai
4Dots`09

因为要赢我们是不可能的咯。
You is cannots wins us ones.
勝利はできないから、無理だ。
Sie können nicht gewinnen.
당신은 이길 수 없다.
Вы не можете выиграть

I have the sweetest class of all ;D
Kudos to the GURUs of 4Dots'09! (L)

Wahahaa, had so much fun in school, and I made a new class goal today!
To make sure the whole of 4D knows how to play mahjhong by the end of this year.
Addicted to Mahjhong like mad liao lorrr, thanks to Mrs Lum ._.
Will play like mad this holiday, go chalet play, go Mrs Gu's house play.
WOOHOO :D

Anyways, extension to art deadline.
Oh thank god! ;D

I hope I'm not getting on your nerve;
butiloveyou,
Iknowyoudo,youdotoo.
Believemeohbabycomebacktome.
[eh joking.]

Happy National Day ;D

2009-08-09T04:29:00.000-07:00

Hello :D
Happy Birthday Singapore!
& Happy Birthday Chester! (;

Haha, watching the NDP now, I think it kinda suck though.
Like LOL, what terrorism thing. Tsk.
Hope it'll be better later on ;d

Realised I kept quarelling with Dad recently,
not my fault can.
I'm not the one picking the fight.
He's Pms-ing. God-Knows-Why.
Oh Goddamnit.

I was like, why am I so obsessed with you.

So just say, how many girls are like me.
How many pasts do you have.
I start to wonder.
I never thought so when we were together.
I just it's just me.
I miss those times.
I know I was part of you,
but don't you know that you're my everything?

I don't know when and how do I give up.

I'm always ending with such a sad note.
Well, Happy Birthday singapore(L)

Rambles.

2009-08-07T23:50:00.000-07:00

Ohmygawd, I wanna go out and playy D:
Damn, I swear I'm going to play like shit after EOY.
Not gonna take art anymore D:

rambleramblerambles...

Please push the deadline back.
I can't take it anymore D;

andand takecare buddy!
Awww, sleepover!
Get well soon (L)

Always knew that when we said goodbye
It wouldn't last forever
Always thought that I'd run into you
And we'd get back together...

Now you're here
Just like I imagined
But never once did it cross my mind
That you could move on...

You've found someone
It breaks my heart
Cas you're so in love

I wish that my touch
Makes you smile just like that
And I wish that I had you
the way that she has
Cas I still remember the love
I left behind
Oh I wish I was her
And you were mine

I think somebody's tryin' to talk to me
But I can't hear a word they're saying
All I can do is stare at you
I don't even know why I'm staying
Never thought, I'd cry to see you happy
It's just I thought that your happiness
Was right here with me

I know we're through
It's no use
Still I can't help but feel...

I wish that my touch
Makes you smile just like that
And I wish that I had you
The way that she has you
Cas I still remember the love
I left behind
Oh I wish I was her
And you were mine

I used to be right beside you
Now I'm not even kept inside your heart
I put our love upon a shadow
But now it's gone
Cuz you belong to someone else...

I never knew it would hurt this much.
If only I knew it right from the start.

National Day highlights ;D

2009-08-06T22:54:00.001-07:00

(L) 4Deeohh9

See how much fun we had ;D
SO glad I went school today ;D
Hahaha, look at Jeffry! New spokesperson for Rexona xP
Tahaaa :D

Photos ;D

2009-08-04T23:24:00.000-07:00

Photos taken yesterday ;D
Haha, so sad, didn't go to school today.
Well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNHAN.
Hope I don't miss out too much fun D;
(L) 4D :D
Jiade and Qinghua so funnaye!
Look down and up at the same time one lor.
I don't think I took this photos, did I?

During CID lol, slack to the max!
Tiening and guess who's that!?
SANDRA!
Tsesin made this! AREN'T THEY CUTE!
I want one too ;D
eh, CANDID :D
Me, mama, tiening and abi found 2 bucks.
hahah, 50cents each ;D
heh heh heh
My 'laogong' bottle :DDD
Shuai righhtt!

Mr Hor wasn't here yesterday.
So Ms Tan took over the lesson ;D
SO CUTE :D
Hehheh, during lesson time, and my hair very long le right! tsk ;D
TSESIN :D

Scandalous couple.
Hahaha.

Hope I'll go back to school tmr ;D
YAY, for now, slack on! (:

2009-08-03T04:59:00.000-07:00

I don't like you,
so STFU.

Sorry for the bad mood recently,
hell is going on in my brains.
[x

Haha, yaorong damn kelian today.
I wrote I don't like you, so stfu on a note and i pasted it beside my table. (Yaorong's side) And I said, eh, today I bad mood, so don't play with me uh.
And he said, you paste this you think I very good mood uh!
Hahaha, sorry yaorong ;D

Ate at Sumo house with sharon and yunhan and ohmygod, I reach home before 3.30pm lol.
Zai niah. Slept all the way till dinner. Freaking tired and my throat's killing me.
Being sick feels horrible.
Gahhs.

I haven't touched on art for days.
Sick n' tired